This dull mindset corrupted my spirit. I had become my own god. I wanted everything perfect but reality did not line up with my expectations, and disappointment crept in.
Eventually, God pulled me out of that. He infused new perspectives and the strength to embrace my present life despite my dislike for it.
Choosing to be thankful is not only Biblical, but therapeutic. It's allows one to see the beauty instead of the bleak picture of life. That's just the way it is. That's the gift that gratitude gives the spirit.
Disappointments will always be there and our minds will want to shut down and pretend it doesn't exist in reality. But God is there to hold your hand and enable you to bloom where you're planted and stay faithful to the end!
Take one step at a time.